Whatever...Anyway...

It's 10.06 pm...and i'm still here...sitting in front of my beautiful pink MacBook Pro (that i really love)...chewing gum...waiting for someone to text me (which is impossible)

Thinking about...ummm...what? i don;t even know what i'm thinking about...

Whatever.

Anyway. Now i know what am i thinking about... How it would fell to "like" somebody..not like : like; like as umm..more than a friend.. r u gonna think bout them all the time? talk about them all the time? or never mention them?

i honestly have to say....i don't really think that i ever like someone as 'more than a friend'... or maybe i'm just don't realize it?

I know i sound sooooooo stupid,like a dork, or whatever... i mean, i'm 14 hello? people have boyfriend at this age, even want to focus my study, i also want to have a little of love life u know... (OMG, i never tell anybody bout this...except my BFF)....

at my school, no one is such a gentle man,all of the boys are the same, their attitude are like 5 year old kids....and annoying.

Whatever...

Anyway....

Oh my God. i just realize that lately i said "Whatever..." that continues with "Anyway..."... haha...

umm

Whatever...

Anyway...

see..i did it again and i didn't mean it....sorry..

i'm going to drink Smirnoff....an 4,5% (vodka) alcoholic drink...i'm not an alcoholic though... i don't like alcohol stuff..........

okay then...

good night guys..

=]

xoxo

Sophia