wise decision... i guess

yeah...sooo...i decided to let that girl to take my place for scholarship...
it IS not fair, but whatever... i gonna look for a better high school.

i honestly have to say, i did upset these few days...until yesterday, my moms' birthday!! we were having dinner at the Rumors restaurant. yum! then, we went to Hagen-Dazz for desert! i ate a lot of ice creams....yum...
those things made me happier, it cheers me up! that's a really good thing after these bad bad bad day bout ACS scholarship. duh?



xoxo
Sophia

These few days...

hello,holla,hey,hi,whats up y'all??
okaayy..soooooo
it's been few days i haven't write anything here,miss this blog... >.<

My teacher gave me this scholarship form to Singapore, which is GREAT!! then, i did the first selection test, i got 60. I PASS!!! even 60 isn't a good mark for me, DUH? it's like what? C?
Yea, then.... i can't go to the second selection because my rank isss : 6!
but only the top 5 gonna go to the second selection. Then,the day after, one of them steped back, so... i'm in the #5 rank!! i WAS a top 5...
untillllll....
a junior of my school (that transfered to my class cause shes "smart") she got like 40 in the first selection test. DUH???
they put gher on number 5, so they KICKED ME OUT.
honestly...it's not fair!
sooo sick of these SCHOLARSHIP THING!
i almost lost my mind, i almost BURN THE FUC*ING SCHOLARSHIP FORM.
then, i thought about it again, it IS possible for them to change their mind, right?
i also text my bestfriend. se calmed me down (thank God).

this afternoon i thought :
1. did i hate that girl (reason thet they kicked me out) ? NO
2. did i hate my teacher cox of this ? NO
3. did i hate my self for this ? MAYBE
4. did i blame my self for studying math for 3,5 hour & the result is nothing ? YEA,PRETTY MUCH LIKE THAT
6. am i disappointed ? YES!! VERY!!!
7. am i gonna try again ? NOT SURE
8. am i lossing my hope ? I DON'T KNOW.

ANYWAY....
whatever...
if theres any update bout this shi*, i'll tell ya...

thanks for visiting....

xoxo
Sophia

me,me,me

hey!!!!
i have a fashion blog!
http://thesecretkeyassophia.blogspot.com/

twitter :
@theonlysophiac



xoxo
sophia

Exams... =[

Uh-oh...
i'm having exams this week... it SUCKS!!
i mean come on.... we just go back to school like what? 2 or t3 weeks ago...not even a month yet and we're having tests... =[
And yet. we have to come back to school on saturday just to do the STUPID 2nd grade students' English tests from the goverment!
hello?
it's satuday!
WEEKEND!
i have to say this, HONESTLY it ruins my weekend...:(

whatever...
btw,
here's the schedule...
Wednesday, 20-01-2010 : Bahasa
Thrusday, 21-01-2010 : Math
Friday, 22-01-2010 : Science
Saturday, 23-01-2010 : English

man,man,man... i'm totally stressed out, right now...

R.I.P Grandpa..

Okay, Hi!
Well. i'm NOT in a HAPPY mood...

uh....
so the news today is my grandfater died this morning in Batam (his hometown)... because of lung cancer. He's a 'heavy smoker'.
what i heard from the other day, he can't breathe. so they brought him to the hospital.
Yesterday, my mom and my aunt flew to Batam.
And this morning my mom called from Batam (Where my grandfather lived)like 4 a.m. i guess,he died. Few hours after he met my mom and aunt. :(
It's like his last wish to see his daughter that live far away from him. He want to see them. And so after he saw my mom and aunt. he slept. forever.

Tomorrow, my sister and uncle gonna fly to Batam. for the ceremony stuff... But, I can't, because of these exam stuff (goverment exam). I can't go there, what i mean is... HELLO???????? dude! he's my grandfather...and he passed away, i SHOULD be there for the ceremony. DUH?
Well, i'm gonna ask for my teacher if i can come along with my sister there. Keep my fingger crossed.

That's it.... =[

xoxo
Sophia

Smirnoff!!! >.<

Hey!

Okay, last night i drank smirnoff. And guess what?
It tastes like a lemonade...only a bit more bitter....man, i drank like 3/4 of the bottle and my siter only drank like.. 1/4 of the bottle...and of course, we're not drunk, not at all... i mean hello? it's only like 4,5% vodka... big deal?

=]


xoxo
Sophia

The book of randomness #1

Okay... So, this is the first picture of my drawing.... =]

Well... the COVER actually... =]

Facial v.s. THE BOOK OF RANDOMNESS...

Yo...
So um, it's 2.19 pm...

man, i didn't drink "Smirnoff" last night... me and my older sister were sooo freaking tired...
I think we're gonna drink it tonight.

I just done drinking a watermelon juice and cereals.

BTW...
i went to facial today...anddd.... it sucks man!!
My face look like a shit right now! zits everywhere...i just wist my face will be clean, no zits, smooth... if i really do have that smooth face, i'll be sooooo happy... = [

Anyway...

I have a sketch book that i really love...
called...
THE BOOK OF RANDOMNESS...
i named it the book of randomness cuz i put all of my art piece there,most of them i drew at school( physic class....boorriinggg =] ).
And um..maybe i'll post my drawing here...i guess...

anyway...
that's enough for now....

see ya....

xoxo
sophia

Whatever...Anyway...

It's 10.06 pm...and i'm still here...sitting in front of my beautiful pink MacBook Pro (that i really love)...chewing gum...waiting for someone to text me (which is impossible)

Thinking about...ummm...what? i don;t even know what i'm thinking about...

Whatever.

Anyway. Now i know what am i thinking about... How it would fell to "like" somebody..not like : like; like as umm..more than a friend.. r u gonna think bout them all the time? talk about them all the time? or never mention them?

i honestly have to say....i don't really think that i ever like someone as 'more than a friend'... or maybe i'm just don't realize it?

I know i sound sooooooo stupid,like a dork, or whatever... i mean, i'm 14 hello? people have boyfriend at this age, even want to focus my study, i also want to have a little of love life u know... (OMG, i never tell anybody bout this...except my BFF)....

at my school, no one is such a gentle man,all of the boys are the same, their attitude are like 5 year old kids....and annoying.

Whatever...

Anyway....

Oh my God. i just realize that lately i said "Whatever..." that continues with "Anyway..."... haha...

umm

Whatever...

Anyway...

see..i did it again and i didn't mean it....sorry..

i'm going to drink Smirnoff....an 4,5% (vodka) alcoholic drink...i'm not an alcoholic though... i don't like alcohol stuff..........

okay then...

good night guys..

=]

xoxo

Sophia

Hi everyone!!!

Okay...

First of all...

Hi everyone!!!!!

My name is Sophia. I'm 14. and umm...this blog is about my life...

so..umm...i'll share some stuff with you...the up and down of my life,or mood...

xoxo

sophia